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01/21/12

Permalink 04:12:01 am, by iamhco Email , 189 words   English (US)
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A decade of century

I crave marlorobos and
gin like any twenty
eight year old girl

would.

When did I
become a person
that doesn't

sit at bars and
light cigarettes? I tried
to put myself into that

picture today, to see
myself as that person
today, but I
can't.

I can only feel it -
like thirst where

comfort is not
available. My dog is
all tangled in my
headphones as I

cradle her in my arms.
When she nods off I
take a bite of Cherry
Garcia, which, I swear

I remember as being
pink in color. She
is this amazing little

creature, who I got
to watch
grow so much bigger
so fast.

I work about a seventeen
hour day in five
hours. I believe Harmon

thinks I'm ill
because of how much
I sleep but

I checked with my
co workers and they
reminded me that

our job
is in season.

Sometimes it's like
I'm trying to teach
the whole world

about what the
whole world
really is.

Other days
I'm just trying
not to pick

up and I
don't know what
the balance is

in all of
that.

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I write a blog. Because I want to be a writer, so writing every day makes me one. It isn't because I went to college or wrote essays. It's because I'm so full of myself I'm sick on it. I've written a book, a half of a book, and I just started another one. And I write, because I must write, at least a poem a day. I write a blog because I'm just as terminally cool as you are. You could call me Heather or you could call me Tambourine. I know where I'm from. I don't know where I'm going. I'm ordinary like a perfectly fitting gold dress on some extravagant red carpet where everyone else is a perfectly fitting gold dress too. I write on womens issues. Addiction and death from addiction. Rape and murder and joy and love and absence, madness and skills and total desperation to bridge gaps. Recovery and light and all of my x boyfriends, best friends and my lovely family that feeds me cakes of roses because I am the baby. X to Sylvia for this title. Thank you for your time with my words.

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