Conversations Among the Ruins

He is one of
the people I
adore the most

in my life.

On Monday,
I cried.

Cried my eyes out
and told a group
of people

how shit high
I wanted to get.

"I don't call
any of you
people anyway.

What's the point?
Two years it's all
of this time sober and
I don't even know

how to focus
and fucking act.

I'm like Harvey Dent
with this duality.
If you peeled back

all of these girl
parts you would see
a contrast

that you wouldn't
want to
look at."

And that day, he
gave me a hug, the
way he always does -

with his arms spread
out far in front of him
so we don't touch.

"I have something
for you, will I see you
on Thursday?"

So today came and
he pulled me aside,

he said
"After all of the
crystals and
things you have
given me,

I wanted to
make sure
that I got to give

something to you."

Phillip gave me
Harvey Dent's

original coin,
used in the
Batman Forever

production. I didn't
ask him

how he got it.
He only made me promise
never to

pawn it.

So I did, and after
that I marveled

at what a charmed
charmed

little life
that some days

I have.